ツ My Wonderful Life ♥♥

2009-10-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

你确定这就是爱吗真的爱我吗
手牵著手漫步斜阳就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光当爱情换了方向
你一如过往对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我
抓紧我不算拥有你总学不会放手
我不怕你不懂爱我
只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麽

money money !~

2009-09-03T17:26:00.005+08:00

belvena is back ~

i quit my job again & nw i need to find a new job =P

back to free n easy life.

'' xiu xi si wei le zhou gen chang de lou ''

so got to give myself another long break.

i need to settle my current problem with my rm ,phone line , etc , den continue looking for a job if cs there still no news.

i wan to earn lots lots lots of $$$ ,

buy lots lots lots of things ,

travel to lots lots lots of places ,

can i ?

to my dear gal : It's sad but it's true , is already over ; there's nothing to do and there's nothing to say. MOVE ON

flowerssssssssssss

2009-08-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

it's our 14 months & counting on ~~
had been 14 months , but bi will nv forget. Each & every month i will get lill surprises.
i forgot once but is only that once !!!!! it's becoz time is going so fast it nv pause for me.

this time bi did something & he say he like to be ''TGT'' , daddy gave him this wonderful name =)

i knoe u gave me all ur best.
i love u baby ('V')

Half a day had pass jus like that.
Mr. Boss do continue to be like that.
if u do , u r the best !!!
going for lunch soon ..

new job at je

2009-08-12T10:06:00.000+08:00

helloooo ~
M at work now , but i have nth to do..
duno y i dun feel as tire as i m in my previous job.
althought i have nth to do here , my time pass very quickly.
timing i have to come n leave work is so flexible.
i like this job , but i will love it even more if they give me a lill bit more stuffs to do. *jus a lill bit more*
NV REGRET LEAVING THE BANGLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!

FRIDAY

2009-07-31T12:40:00.004+08:00

WWOOOoooooowwHHoooo , it's friday again!

Tomolo no need work liao , finally !!!~

going back to work liao , bye everyone.

i wan to slp =(

first day at work

2009-07-27T20:18:00.005+08:00

@ work today i m very bored & tired , how i wish tomorrow is friday !

how good will it be if i am born with a silver spoon. I can afford nt to work.

If u can find a job that make u complain less n happier it will be good for urself. Even if the pay is lesser i think it is worth it. At the very least wont be so unhappy everyday n cursing everyone here n there. It will only reflect back to urself i had repeated myself many times to many ones. So sometimes we cant blame things for happening. i duno if it is my feeling which is changing or i m jus tire.

get well soon

take care

welcome ser's 2nd princess

2009-07-18T01:42:00.004+08:00

Congrats on your new born 2nd princess !~

Been busy these few days duno with wad. This week seem to pass so quickly.
actually i wanted to stay home today n slp , as i m very very tire. But i cant resist mahjong.
Had mahjong jus now , play with ''lao jiao'' abit scary , luckily play 2 rounds n i won abit =P

To my dearest Friend :
life is full of ups n downs , although u think ur have more downs , maybe is just tt u haven seen the ups or the ups have nt come. i believe it will come soon.stay strong no matter wad. u know u still have ME !Pls dun do silly things or think negatively alright.

To my friends :

Thou i nv call u all tt frequent but i will always be missing u all. Maybe some of ur action i disapprove but still u are my Friend. Still i wish the best for you , still if ever u need me just give me a call. (some must be scolding me nw, i know at times text n call i didn't reply, so sorry my precious is back in town, she get all my attention tt i forget. I M BAD , SORRY )

To my BF :

i will tell u secretly , lols.

craving for sushi -_-

2009-07-11T03:19:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wish wat u wan will come true. i hope u dun have to work so long hrs , work so many days. i know u r working hard, n tt is e reason u r always tire. I will ALWAYS understand that , thou sometimes i might complain complain complain compare compare compare.

Wish to find a job soon so i will have more cash in hand to get things i wan , to do thing i wan. But my happy life now make me lazy to find a job. haiz (=

The only win win situation nw is let me tio TOTO first prize. 4D also can but TOTO better.

Avena pass me tickets today. But i doubt u will be free. Thaiexpress is fighting with me over U.

See ethan is always free -_-

i m craving for sushi in the middle of the nite *_*

goodnite BFA

belverin's 17th bday

2009-07-10T03:13:00.003+08:00

My lill sis is turning 17th today , she is no longer the little girl running here & there.
Most of us had taken day off from work to celebrate her bday. Early morning mum , aunt & cousins went NTUC to get foods for our steamboat tonight. Actually i wanted to join but i was too tire.When i woke up i went over to meet bi, he cook me mee for lunch den we head to temple after tt went to get sis her bday present , cakes n stuffs. Next we went to granny home to have our family steamboat dinner. As everyone need to work n attend sch tomorrow , we didnt stay too late. Bi send 3rd aunt n family home before we head home. Bro left early as he claim he was busy so sis was mad at him. wwahhahaha ~!

Next up coming family event is OYJ's graduation.
Opps , no ! maybe is the arrival of my second niece.

♥ I jus love my family lots ♥

✖HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR PRINCESS✖

it's weekend

2009-07-05T05:24:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 2pm today when i am suppose to meet angie at 11am !
Anyway she is smart she went to slp when i didnt reply her msg. Met Angie at JE n we head to chinatown , actually wanna go sing sing de but room fully book so we went window shopping instead.

Went over to orchard to meet up with qing , fang , kiaying & son. Fang dun be monster scare ppl ~ lols. After tt went over to qing's place to have mahjong session. Half way thru mahjong session Bi & wansheng came over. The two guys took over qing & mine place. Hai us cant play mahjong den u all enjoy urself *_*

Bi & mi went off earlier coz he is very tire already. SLP SLP SLP .. but i cant slp !!!~ 6AM liao how ?? still nobody tell me how to cure my sleepless night.

siyi 2009 return to SG

2009-06-29T13:45:00.005+08:00

i hate cramps

i hate headaches

i hate sleepless nights

i hate cracking lips

i hate not having a job

i hate hot weather

so many i HATES! nvr ending..i want to go back to sch!

but I HATE going to sch too ! Zzz...

Headaches had been my best friends the past few days. i think i need more sleep to get rid of them. i always want to sleep before 12am but haiiiss ... For some reason JUS CAN'T.

Spend the weekend with all my family n relatives. Fri & Sat we celebrated cousin Kavier , cousin Belwin & uncle Richard birthdays.

On Sun we went to the airport to pick fourth aunt & family. My lill precious is getting cuter ~! After bi ended work he came over to pick me , sis & cousin to the airport. My dad had upgraded his name. lols =D Bi , Cousin Almen , ethan (Avena's bf), dad & uncle Kenneth are the drivers for the day. We reach hm at abt 3am everyone muz be tire as tomorrow is the first day school reopen & some gt to work in few hours time , but for me i can sleep as long as i like.

Unfortunaly i woke up at 11 plus today, cant manage to slp much. Had a 10 min talk with aiai angie as she is having her lunch break. She say ppl changes unknowingly, n i totally agree. everyone does in fact. Is the matter of changing for the better or for the worst.

For some friens we're more like strangers now, i suppose. i use to knoe wad on their mind but not now. Yes, people move on in life when they have greater commitments, they move on to search for something that is even better than friendship but still i think we need to at least spare a little thought for others.

Saw Jinming & Yuanhong at TJ. YH seem to put on some weight n he should be happy abt it.

Lill precious is calling i gtg. Promise to be there by 3pm but it is already 330pm.

insomnia

2009-06-25T02:45:00.003+08:00

I M BORED !~

oh god , i am having sleepless night again -_- Anyone knows how to cure insomnia ???
Sis is so soundly asleep , Bibi also went to slp after taking his med , so what am i suppose to do now?

i wan to meet my buddy. 周公

bad dreams

2009-06-23T02:45:00.002+08:00

Slept at 10pm , becoz of a bad bad dream i woke up , till nw cant slp =(

haiz haiz haiz haiz

i miss U , i hope u will hear me
I pray the dream will nt happen on me or any of my beloved friends

Brought baby levincia out shopping today , so tiring but fun. Nowadays she walk more stably , but at the shopping mall as she is scare of new environment she is so reluctant to walk. Got to carry her all the way. Got her a small swimming float , we will be going swimming tomolo if it doesn't rain.

Somethings cant be undone so before doing anything think of the consequences

happy birthday to myself (=

2009-06-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

~Happy 21st to myself ~

Firstly i wanna say a big thank you to everyone who turn up on sat/who try to do some nice deco for me/who call or msg to wish me HB ~ U all make my day (= I m happy i really do. It had been so long i seen all my friends.i will upload all the pics in facebook soon.

Thanks for all the presents n angbao.

N of coz i wont forget u , the cake u bake taste both sweet mentally n physically. i am touch. Thanks

I jus simply miss n love all of u (''v'')

My dear friends i really miss those time back we use to spend together. Sudden i kept thinking all the fun n happy moments we spend together last time. There is nth we need to think abt , many a times i wish tt i will nv grow up.

Today i think maybe i m tire my mind jus keep flashing back some past. Thou i tried nt to show it somehw or rather u notice it. U kept asking me y but the ans i long told u. Maybe u forget maybe u think it is an excuse. So i dun see a point in telling u again.

N now i am back to penniless,haiz. I duno wat had i done wrong to deserve all this. When will i ever get back my $. The min u all knoe i have some cash , the next min it is gone. Ppl only care abt themselves nw i know it very well , u ppl only think u dun have $ for this for tt , nv think if i have some cash for myself. arghz , damn !

I am very tire but i jus cant get to slp.

god bless me pls

$ nt enough

2009-06-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

I wish i have more vitamins M

Long walk .. love patrick so much

2009-06-03T02:30:00.003+08:00

^_^ ACHIEVEMENT ^_^

lols , completed today marathon walk successfully , i am so proud of myself , all thanks to Patrick. I will forgive u since u only have 9days left , haha. Walk a long long road to temple & after that a LONGER road from Alexandra Road to Queenways.

Now i am at home accompanying huiling study her exam tomolo while i am playing facebook n updating blog. Hope u will pass well (= it is 3am in the morning n she is still studying , hao ke lian~

Jus got the news abt Wendy , kind of pity her. Here praying she will get well soon & take gd care of herself. Pls do treasure urself.

It's going to rain , i'm goin to leave ling all by herself & go into my lovely bed.

sweet dreams ppl

tiring day

2009-05-30T23:48:00.006+08:00

-_- Yawn Yawn -_-

i slept at 3am ytd till 7pm tonight , had a long long slp ~ yet i still feel like slping so much >.<

Ytd as a promise i woke up early N went M hotel for buffet lunch with ling

*_* Lazy to tell u all wad happen *_*

Pics speaks more right ? so enjoy urself ``

& after that we went shopping ard till 5 plus den we head back to jurong as i need to attend to somethings. Anyway it turn out to be a bad experience. >_<>

~ At ART FRIEND ~
ard 8 we went over to holland V to meet cheryl , lina , particia. Cherly going oversea today. So , girl take care n enjoy ur trip.

some pics taken

See PYH is so attentive

xiao fen's wedding dinner

2009-05-26T00:39:00.005+08:00

Dinner @ Swissotel Merchant Court Hotel

THE DOOR GIFTS

Handsome ?Pretty ?
She jus cant sit still .. lols

Get well soon *Wzz*

another weekend ~

2009-05-24T16:56:00.012+08:00

Well belvena is back to blogging.. Had a long long friday Nite , which i hated most ); i m angry but more to disappointed , i m sad but more to scare. Apologise & Punishment dun make it up for all thing~ something will be kept in heart forever.. ... ... Hais , is there anyone who can tell me wad to do ?

i m stubborn i knoe it myself , coz mummy always tell me so ~ the more ppl dunwan me to do this , jus happen tt the more i will do it -_-

i would say, simple things in life still means happiness to me so much..sometimes, its not about the finest spread, about being at the best place it's just u being urself.. not someone ppl want you to be.what matters: you urself being happy. thats all.

If you want to be happy , be!

I knoe i still have ppl that still bothers around me althought there are some who jus use their mouth n no action is done & i learnt we cant please the world but yet i have this annoying feeling affecting me.

Luckily i enjoy myself alot on sat nite ( Kahhao's bday ). Which make me almost forget everything till the same old history repeat again that spoil my another day. Went back to ling's hse at 5am talk to her awhile den fall aslp~ i jus love her so much !After so so long i realise KingKong des is scare of CATS.

~Ah Hao HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~

with bday boy !~

i hope , i wish , i pray MONDAY dun come ! but if monay dun , i will have no income at all !
*tire*

Lovessss,

Bel

'去创造另一种快乐'

mother's day

2009-05-10T14:52:00.010+08:00

~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !~

It is mother's day again , ytd afternoon had buffet @ home n enjoy the time with all my dad's side relative.

Good times always pass very quickly ` i got to leave them & head over to Kasha's wedding.

some pics we took there =]

Today we're bringing my mum's side granny for lunch (; She have been complaining i nv visit her for 3 weeks so i will be gd today ~

This is granny's present (=

P.S. * sorry guys i promise to be there the next drinking session * i m really tire *

end of BIG FAT holiday

2009-05-04T23:41:00.006+08:00

SSsssooOO Sad ~ today is the last day of bi holiday , tomolo he will be starting work again.

No batam so went over to bi's hse after i m done with my work. We went to have dinner & get his very very noisy alarm clock.

- No more weekend for u -
- HAPPY WORKING -

Happy birthday MR. THNG

sian sian sian

2009-05-04T02:47:00.008+08:00

DAY 2 & DAY 3

Second day of bi holiday isn't a very good one ~ we went VIVO to shop shop & eat eat den went over to habourfront. Actually wanted to get ticket to bantam on Mon but in the end realize my PP expire liao , haiz )= cant go again liao. Sorry my ''LINGS''

Went over to ah ma hse send mum & sanyi home den went JP NTUC to buy durain , tibits & drinks den went home to eat with mummy ~ yummy

★ lill sis tag along with us too , give me a headache when both of them get together ★

Lastly we spend the third day of bi holiday @ tampines with patrick. Nothing really nice to shop over there so after few hours we went over to changi and hav popeye as supper.

Labour Day

2009-05-02T03:22:00.002+08:00

~ The First PH off ~

Labour Day , a PH for all of the students & some working adults. Sad case it is the most tiring day for sale person. While everyone is enjoying themselves they still got to work. In BF case , today is the first day he is officially not working at ''indulgence''. He will be having his rest till next tues den start his new career.

So , for his first day of holiday after so many yrs , he slept till ard 3am & we slack at his hse till his parents came hm , we went to shop for funiture. BF is so happy he con his mum for a new set of funiture & wasted his mum close to 4K tt fews hrs.

*Mummy when is my turn ?? Lets go shopping too!~*

After spending $$ on this bad son , Bf send them home & off we go to meet Zhihao for fish head curry (=

hmmm ... Guess wad r we going to do on BF's second day of holiday =D

JOANNA LIAR

2009-04-30T15:10:00.004+08:00

ytd nite had mahjong @ joan's hse with ms,ah poh,ah da. Go her hse cook magi give her eat she still complain magi nt nice , nvm , it's ok since i m so nice to her ! lols ..... hahahhahahaasss.... Still bluff me , say the next time go FP ask me go in the end when i go hm slp she go herself with TMS , DCZR & old zhiyong , still gib me the excuse i slping dunwan disturb me wake up ~ u LIAR

MS tt might be ur lucky no ~ 6 7 8 9

Joan urs too ~ 2 0 1 1

ZY continue with ~ 4 4 4 4

asshole gt a pet in facebook

2009-04-28T16:18:00.004+08:00

Home again ~ i can stay home all day long to play facebook today ! hehehhess

Bibi's sis created pet society for him this morning & the next step is for me to train it!

Woke up n play with facebook till now abit sian liao , so blog ~

Didnt manage to get lots of slp like i used to have these days . Hmmm , wad's the problem ??

Going meet ling soon~

Have a nice day

comb comb one time

2009-04-28T15:49:00.002+08:00

~~Monday blues~~

No.. it's Superstar Monday.

Wouldn't Happy Monday sounds better & ..happier ? LOL*

Drag myself out of bed to work 1.5hrs , den went over to imm to meet with my lovely sis & daddy (*huiling&wilson*) We shop ard at Daiso for a long long time , all thks to them trying to make fun with everything/everyone we see!~ & we head to Longjohn to have dinner.

After tt went Je to meet with Mr. Yong , went to get their Hp screen protector as all of them got themself new phone ~ Next destination JP to get case for their hp !

As PingPong show is starting Ling & I went over to her place , in the end reach her place the show is ending in abt 20mins time.So we decide to redo my blog =P
First we started with designing my pics , becoz it took us close to 5 hrs , it is also the last thing we do although before hand we wanted to do many other things =D
Bibi came at 11.30pm & join in our fun. He change many things in his blog as well, so ungrateful !!

All the way till all of us get hungry & tire sO we went for late nite supper .. LAst destination
("V") HOME SWEET HOME ("V")

* The worst thing on monday is i forget to buy my TOTO *

back to WCP =O

2009-04-26T04:34:00.004+08:00

WCP here i come again !!~

It's Zhiyong's 21th bday celebration @ WCP , been a long long time since I went there. Some memories came back. My dearest friens u all know wad rite ? We use to BBQ often at WCP but nt nw. Those days were dangerous BUT fun =p

How can we celebrate a friend's birthday when another friend is in moaning , everyone pls slp enough the next time we meet ~ Overall the night went great (:

P.S Beware of angie, she is prevert ! She get sense of satisfaction when she disturb ppl & ppl cant make her back ~

Thou i m having fun i knew someone is unhappy over work. Haiz )= I can't really understand how you feel but i know the feeling is definately horrible. Like i always tell u since u are leaving for a better offer at this kind of economic , dun let wad ppl say affect u so much. She seen a diff u & i believe u see it in urself too , becoz tt is human nature. U r leaving so sale/ur current job isnt tt impt to u anymore , more or less it will affect a lill. I'm sorry that i seen not bothering much , i know i should be the one consoling u but i jus duno wad to say. Neither am i good at words nor good at expressing myself and i fear that my emotions will affect you as well. But, i really really wants to be there for you.

To be continue ~ nites everyone ♥

She's is back in town =O

2009-04-21T19:29:00.006+08:00

I'm back to blogging (=

Jus now , met up with my '' all time favourite '' Mrs Eng ♥ With her VERY NOISY , without her VERY QUIET !!! LOls ツ

*WZZ* bought me a t-shirt frm perth & i❤ it ~ Thks thks

★ Hαppy Biяthdαy Bεnno ★

old ppl gathering

2009-04-18T04:16:00.010+08:00

I think i do alot of walking today ~ my pityful legs is hurting !! First i took a bus to funan , den shop ard at funan den slowly walk & shop @ raffles city next city link follow by marina square den suntec, after tt finally sat down and have my dinner which was like 9pm.

Den took a cab to orchard met up with Mr. GAN den head over to cck (lot 1) to catch the movie ' 17 again ' with Wq , kf , kh , des , zy , wq's lill sis & of coz Mr. GAN ~ BTW i learn wat horse canot ride ? / why cat scare mouse ?

From qing's lill sis , lols

see u ppl soon again =)

goodnites , misses

bad bad day =(

2009-04-15T02:28:00.001+08:00

can someone tell me y good things nv last long ~ i m so tire -_-

10th Anniversary

2009-04-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

Finally dear having 2 off days at a time ~ been so long since he ever had a nice rest. He came to my hse bought me lunch & den send me to tution. This tution kid is really getting out of hand , keep telling me he wan to slp !!! After tution was suppose to meet Angie , Joanna , Wanqing , Lina ,Yuanhong & jinming to celebrate DADDY CHUA. In the end too late den WQ n me decided nt to meet them today. Tomorrow they going bugis but once again cant join them , coz is OUR ANNIVERSARY ~ Went movie and a lill shopping with ZH n dear jus nw , we 3 gt a new hp casing , mine is pink while their is black . Also happen to passby citibella so do medicure since is onli $5 n dear is paying for it =0

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JM

♀ HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY ♂

MAHJONG

2009-04-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

♠ Had mahjong today , n i won $1 .. hahaha =) AVENA is our tonight " DA YING JIA " ♠

Mummy , i m sSooo hungry now ~ aNy food ??

♡ misses mahjong lots ♡

I AM SO HAPPY =)

2009-04-09T22:21:00.006+08:00

Hahahahss , Mmm SssooOoo happy today ~~ lalala ``
Firsty in the morning , dear called to tell me a good news of his job ,
Secondly i strike toto !!! Thou is only $20 , i'm still very happy ... show u all the ticket , when i saw it i cant believe myself .. lols

In the evening went JP to get my hair cut at the same time shop around , been so long since i do any shopping ♥ Wanna to buy many many things but in the end bought NTH !!
Now come hm having headache , but still gt to wait for dearie to reach hm , so take med and then take the time to blog~ He muz be having fun with partick !! Hope he will go hm early today.

Tomorrow is GOOD FRIDAY , might be visiting the zoo if it doesnt rain , so pls dun rain ~

i pray everyday will be as colourful as rainbow , passby so smoothly ♥

P.S. Joan , i will plan harder to work towords our plan ~ MUST wait horz

メ B O R I N G メ

2009-04-07T21:09:00.008+08:00

Here to upload last friday kbox pics ツ

Joker of the day ~ acting cute

Take care everyone ♥

Monday BLUES

2009-04-07T00:50:00.003+08:00

Monday cannot be anything but blue =(
Force myself to wake up today , went to work , soo sleepy.

Today dearie off , so as usual we went out to had dinner n walk ard , at nite meet up with LING for a short while .

~~~ Now hm & i m ssoooooooooooo borrrreeeeeeeeeeedddddd ~~~

S U N D A Y , MARCH 5TH

2009-04-06T01:54:00.003+08:00

Faint memories of us , what we used to be,how we used to laugh and were like kids.Miss the times,moments,happiness. after so long nv meet up , Friday nite went kbox with qing , fang , des n zy , like went back to last time. We took a few pics , will upload when qing send me. This few days keep thinking abt last time , many things jus came back to my mind. Angie nt forgetting u as well , misses u always !! So u dun ... ... ... ... u knoe i knoe ~ lols

Saturaday was a very bad day , first had some argument with 'A _ _ _ _ _ E ' , den gt into a lill car accident , and everyone jolly well knoe the whole incident is not my fault , but i still get scolding. Get another shouting for $80 bucks , WTH i was so so so unhappy. Den here comes someone , who knoes i m nt feeling good but still find problems with me.

Today , Was suppose to meet qing and the rest of the girls for miao bday today , but in the end gt something went wrong den nv meet them. Whole day is like Quarrel day . Feeling very tire today as well , slept late & woke up at 8am today. Went '' shao mu '' with family till 6pm. Den walk hm from lakeside , surprisingly find the walk today very fast. Maybe i need more time to be alone. First time ''shao mu'' take such long time. * COZ OF HEAVY RAIN *

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAO ~

This few days , dearie had been very tire too , feeling sick at the same time still need go work see those old B_ _ _ _ _ S , after work still entertain me , pls do take care of urself !!~
Cant really blame me , i warn u before , u keep think i m '' singing '' .

ARGHZ !!!!!! WAD A BAD BAD WEEKEND !!
Looking forward for a better tomorrow ~ Going to slp early tonight , since he went to slp , goodnite everyone =]

Friday April 3rd

2009-04-03T14:44:00.003+08:00

Wwoohoo! i finally finish creating my first blog.
Stay at home whole day doing nth so i decided to create this blog.
Now going to meet qing n friens for kbox sessions & dinner , will update again when i am free.

And this i made it for dearie , is simple but hope he like it ツ